The Very First of the Randomness Rumblings of a Rowdy Roo...

ok i don't know what is up with the alliteration just now, but i figured i had some r's that i needed to play with...so this is my first blog/entry/confession/opening myself and business to online larkers...ok well enough of all that...so at first i was going to make my blog related to relationships and experiences on that road, but then i realized that i have so much to offer than that... i have so many words and at times i think not of enough time or space to ink them, whether with a pen or the keystroke...ok so i didn't realize how much of virgin i was when it came to sprucing up your blog page but i am...damn...so its about 1am my time right now, and i am just hoping that this mixture of grape juice and vodka in my system will run its course. i of all people should realize that texting/typing/writing while semi-inebriated is a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaddd idea

so tonight's escapade brought me to texting this guy that i had been interesting for a minute. i like to think we are pretty cool, well i finally worked up the nerve to ask him about his past gf and stuff like that and he was pretty responsive, then he caught me from left field by asking why was so interested to know this stuff about him? now i wasn't sure he was asking cause he really wanted to know and he was being sincere, if he wanted some type of confirmation of some suspicion that i may have liked him or what but needless to say still waiting on that response...go figure...
and thats usually the way it goes when it comes to me and the opposite sex...get to know him, he gets to know me, we become cool, for some reason i start developing feelings for him, try to slyly and subtly work my way in only to be shot down like the tale in mythology of flying to close to sun with the makeshift feathers to hold you together...or something to that affect...hell i think the alcohol is wearing off, time to replenish...